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Monday, 6 February 2017

Say Something ?

Assalamualaikum and good evening.


Okay, hari ni Ir straight to the point je la k. Sebelum masuk sem baru, Ir sangat sangat pasti yang Ir akan busy like a hell. So I want to stop everything nonsense right now. No love to be await. No guy to be concern. No heart to be hurt. No time to be spend. No hope to be broken. No weight to be lift. No more Shawn Mendes's songs. No more love songs. No more jiwang kapak songs. Just no more.

So, Umar, may i ask, just a week; Ir minta a week . Just a week. To let me love Umar for whole my heart. Just a week. Before I am totally giving up. Just a week, to make you stay by my side. Just a week to make you feel how exactly i felt all this time.

Because, I do want to text you ;

"Hey, I love you,"

But no, i cant. Totally can't. I am not that stupid. Because i know that you will reject me. So, then, just a week. For a week, i will find someone just like you. Or maybe different. Totally different. Those who can make me love him just i love you. Just a week, to make me stop this feelings. Just a week, to delete all yours memories. Just a week, and i am done Umar. Totally done. Hands off.

"I don't expect you to care, yet you can't expect me to be fine."

BUT YOU NEVER CARE AT ALL . THAT WHAT MAKE ME WANT TO STOP THIS FUCKING FEELINGS. I REALISED THAT EARLIER BUT UNFORTUNATELY. I WISH THAT MIRACLE HAPPENS AND YOU SAY SOMETHING BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA LET GO YET.

"Itu lah, ibu dah pesan , jangan bercinta. Tapi bercinta juga. Sekarang bila dah patah hati sebab bertepuk sebelah tangan, ibu juga yang susah hati tengok Ir makan tak kenyang, mandi tak basah, tidur tak lena."

Sekarang ni gelak la dekat diri sendiri. Cakap dekat yourself; DESERVE ME :'(

Okay la, malas nak sakit hati pepanjang. Bukannya korang faham pun. So , next post nanti maybe about food or travels.  So, luangkan masa anda untuk Ir, INI ADALAH AMARAN.

Take care,
xox

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